Tired and cranky
Jan. 18th, 2005 11:38 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sinboySo, work today is sucking. No interesting people to talk to, one pissy co worker, hardly anything to do, and I'm incredibly tired. Also, my therapist canceled our wednesday session due to spraying for ants in the building, so I'll have to do a phone session on thursday at 6:00.
On the plus side, I might make it to S&P tomorrow if (a) new sleep meds work, and I get a good night of sleep and (b) I get any indication that people would want me to go. Otherwise I figure I'll either (a) get the old meds again or (b) stay home and pack.
I'm really looking forward to getting the hell out of San Francisco and moving to NY. This place fails to feel like home anymore, and I'm tired of the constant waiting for things to change. I'm tired of waiting on a new laptop, a new iPod, etc...
I want things now. Waiting is something I've had enough of. I want to walk into a store and say *bam* New iPod. I want out of the household I've been living in, with all of the financial worries and problems it's been having (aparently, out rent check bounced. All my money is in use right now, so I couldn't fix it even if I wanted to. Which I don't.). I want to get paid back for my share of the car.
Mostly, though, I want to be not here in this office doing nothing all day. This job is a waste of my time , but it earns me a lot of money.
On the plus side, I might make it to S&P tomorrow if (a) new sleep meds work, and I get a good night of sleep and (b) I get any indication that people would want me to go. Otherwise I figure I'll either (a) get the old meds again or (b) stay home and pack.
I'm really looking forward to getting the hell out of San Francisco and moving to NY. This place fails to feel like home anymore, and I'm tired of the constant waiting for things to change. I'm tired of waiting on a new laptop, a new iPod, etc...
I want things now. Waiting is something I've had enough of. I want to walk into a store and say *bam* New iPod. I want out of the household I've been living in, with all of the financial worries and problems it's been having (aparently, out rent check bounced. All my money is in use right now, so I couldn't fix it even if I wanted to. Which I don't.). I want to get paid back for my share of the car.
Mostly, though, I want to be not here in this office doing nothing all day. This job is a waste of my time , but it earns me a lot of money.